PAIN

I think it's time to speak out or in this case, write down my feelings. Even though it's possible no one will read this, maybe it might help me out in this healing process!

I hurt so much inside, my hurt burns!
How do I get over this intense heart ache I feel? I want to Forgive all and possibly try to forget but it's just not happening!

I see the world around me, I see people around me progressing and doing meaningful things with their lives and it feels like I'm stuck in one particular spot. I can't move ahead and I can't possibly move back!

How do I start trusting again?

 How do I control this intense rage I feel inside me when I remember all the pains I went through and the emotional pains I'm still passing through which were all caused by my fellow human being? How do I stop the tears from falling?

I am in no way feeling suicidal. In fact I want to live and prove my worth to this being that has caused me so much pain.. But how do I moved on? How do I break these invisible chains I feel holding me bound? How do I stop hurting? What do I do to start feeling whole again? What do I do to make this heart of mine to stop aching?

Am I all alone in this pain?
Will it never end? Will I never be truly happy again? Why does it feel like no one understands me? Too many questions and no one in sight to answer... *Sigh*


STOP DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND ABUSE!!!!!